I told my doctor about the rape, about being scared, about not sleeping. We talked for a while. He encouraged me to tell my family. He agreed that it’s hard because there might be anger from them for not letting them in, but that ultimately it might be helpful. I don’t know if I ever will do that. He raised my dose of Sertraline and prescribed me Ambien for sleep. He says he wants me to continue seeing my therapist (which I had planned on) and if he doesn’t see a change in about a month he will have me see a psychiatrist and get on new meds that will specifically treat my PTSD. So anxious, so nervous, so relieved.
Unexpectedly became so anxious for my appointment this morning. I feel so sick about it
im so miserable but i laugh at everything
I found out awhile ago, just haven’t talked about it much!